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Twenty Thirteen in One Entry

Monday, January 6, 2014


Yey! Another year has passed and here we all are, trying to hope for a better year. I was thinking of making a collage of my 2013 highlights, but then again I think it wouldn't be enough for me to just put it one photo so I decided to make an entry about it. This will be a long one, so I apologize beforehand.

Coffee with this lady love of mine



Her name's Diane, and my blogs used to be about her. Lol! Not this one though. My friendship with her started out really messy and ended up really clean. I learned a lot of things from her, and I guess the most important lesson our relationship taught me is forgiveness. Believe me, if you knew our story, you'd high five the two of us. Well, we may not be able to talk as much anymore, but I hope she knows she'll always be in my heart. Till I see you again, Panget!

Craziness x4
These are my lovely friends from work. Darren, Lovely, and Patrisha. They're the ones that give me the urge to stay in the company. Love left the company already, and I know that before this year ends, the four of us may have left already. Then again, we won't let go of the friendship we've started. It will never end, may we be in different places or not.

May 2013, Batangas


With Janina


Brother's Graduation

I know how my brother has been longing for this day, and I'm more than happy for him. There's not much to say about this event since this isn't about me. I'm just glad he has finally achieved this.

Get together with high school friends



The Script III Live in Manila

...because I was this close. This fuckin close! Save Rock and Roll, VIP

Fall Out fuckin Boy

Patrick Stump, my love

Lovely and I are both HUGE fans of Fall Out Boy and when they released Save Rock and Roll, I had the feeling they're going on a world tour. Being the woman with great intuition that I am, I was right. Before the prices came out, I already told Love that I am more than willing to spend 10k for this concert. Luckily, the VIP ticket costs less than 10k. I was that fuckin close to Patrick! I was there!! I just think some people from the VIP area lost their manners that upon their third song, Love and I decided to move away. We were to choose between being that close to them or fainting. We were still at the VIP area, they were still close to us, but we had all the space to dance to their songs. I love you, Patrick Stump. I love you, Fall Out Boy! I hope you get the chance to read this and you know, love me back!

Reuniting with Rabi
I couldn't find a solo picture w Rabi during this night, but just to share with you, I kind of got mad at him for several reasons. I don't really want to elaborate, but this was the first night I saw him after everything, and this is Kevin, having the thumbs up pose just cause bati na kami.



People
Rab's birthday was sort of a reunion cause almost everyone from my group came :)

My lola's birthday


Been waiting since second year college for this. It's finally here!

Arrival at HK airport



Disneyland <3



Ladies' Market! Woot

Breathtaking view from The Peak



MTR


Reuniting w the best friend from Dubai




No one can ever understand how much I miss her every time. I always get excited before I see her, and then I get very happy when I'm with her, and then very sad when she leaves. It's always been like that since she left. I'll always miss you. No day/s you give me will be enough :(

I may not like me turning a year older, but I know that I'm still young. My 23rd birthday!

My south friends traveled north for my party!

Them people who will always be there

Beer pong at my place! Improvised second table LOL

Always, always love you

Niker, Ninai, Tiner, Pat

The girls of the night!

My companion to make the party a good one


My favorite cousin in the world from LA just visited Manila! So happy I got to see her again!




Boracay, Nov 2013

View from our villa

Just cause I'm crazy like that

Cliff diving off my bucket list! Highest I jumped was 10 meters

Amazing

Another view

From our couch

Ze brotha

Love

We stayed at Shangri-La Boracay. Well, I'd like to thank my mom for topping my birthday week! I loved loved loved loved loved this weekend! Shangri-La's service yet again surprised me. Will definitely visit ALL the Shangri-Las everywhere. Shangri-La Boracay, Mactan, Edsa, and Makati - CHECK! More to come.


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So there. This pretty much sums up my 2013. Haven't included the Christmas and NYE photos yet. I just felt like it needed a different entry given this one's really long. So, how was yours?

The Right One to Trust

Friday, November 15, 2013


"You can simplify your life by learning to develop trust in God. Far too often, we don't allow ourselves to trust. Maybe your trust has been betrayed too many times in the past, or maybe you're just a very independent person. Even so, it's so critical to learn to trust God.

It's easy to get stressed out and run-down trying to make your life work on your own, but that never works. And God's plan is always better than your own. The person who trusts God knows that His way is best.

Now trust won't just magically happen. Trust grows as we take steps of faith and experience God's faithfulness. You have to tell your doubt, your fear, your insecurity, or maybe even your fierce independence to make way for a life of trusting in God. When you do that, you won't have to struggle so much to make your life work.

Trusting God brings a supernatural rest to our souls, allowing us to live simply and freely, the way He wants us to live. So even when it doesn't make sense, trust Him, and experience His freedom and rest.

Prayer Starter: God, Your ways are better than mine and I know that trusting in my own strength will get me nowhere. I place my trust in You. Even when it doesn't make sense to me, I choose to trust You, knowing You will make Your plans come to pass."

- Email from Tus Guevarra

Let me begin by saying what we all know - we all have trust issues. I know how easy it is to imagine living what is written above yet very hard to actually live it. Believe me, this works.

I am not the most religious person there is; but I am more than sure that I have my faith. My faith in God - it's probably stronger than my faith in anybody else. I've had my share of downs. I was hurt, betrayed, cheated on, name it. I've been there. What gets me through everything is my faith. Don't get me wrong. I still go through rough days. What I'm saying is that no matter how painful one experience is, I always believe that one day, I'll get over it and understand why it happened in the first place. Does it sound easy? I know it's not, but trust me on this one: trust Him and you'll know what I'm talking about.

I hope writing this entry does not make me a hypocrite, cause I believe I didn't mention anything that saves me from all the shit that life brings us. I just wanted to share this one and how I handle things that come to me and why my life seems perfect as others see it. 

Save Rock & Roll

Tuesday, October 8, 2013


Fall Out Boy is my favorite band for so many reasons. Reasons I can't even explain, and reasons I cannot state in one entry. Pete Wentz was right - where is the band who is gonna stand up for the fuckin weirdos? Well, it's a good thing they saved rock and roll.

My lovely friend and I bought VIP tickets because we know it was gonna be worth it; and it was. During the front act (Typecast), there were four people in front of us. Four. When Fall Out Boy came out, the crowd went wild and even though I was inches away from my love (Patrick Stump), I had to give up the spot. People were so smelly, sweaty, and they kept on stepping on my feet. Lovely and I went to the back part, which wasn't really bad cause we're still in the VIP area, and Patrick was still close to me. It was actually a better place - we got to dance to their songs, sing without the fear of eating other people's sweat, and most of all, breathe.

August 8, 2013.
A night to remember.
Fall Out Boy, Save Rock & Roll. Thrilla in Manila.



                







 









Everyone goes through...

Monday, October 7, 2013


Everyone goes through...


  • Confusion. This may be about love, friendship, car, dress, shoes, cell phone, house, gender preference, work, food, etc. This time, I'm writing this because I'm confused with work. As previously stated, I'm staying in this company for the experience and knowledge. If I haven't stated it before, I'm 60% staying because of my friends; 40% staying because of my immediate boss. If it weren't for these people, I would definitely leave. I have no interest in information technology, and no interest in facing the people I hate.
  • Challenges. Well, this is cliche. This is given. This is obvious. This is overstated. I'm writing it again because I'm going through one, and I'm not sure I want to face this challenge. You know how your friends would tell you, "you can do it", "this too shall pass", "that's nothing"? Well, I know this is something that I could easily surpass and get over with, but for the record, this is something I don't want myself in. My blog is very public and I don't care if he ever comes across this site; but I wanna say that I don't like dealing with "smart" people who cannot accept their mistakes/shortcomings. I hate dealing with hypocrites who point out others' mistakes before realizing their own. I hate dealing with "managers" who think they could just step on other people just cause they're in position. No, I cannot tolerate that. Given that, I am seriously considering a lot of things.
  • Lack of faith. Well, yeah. I pray a lot. I pray on most parts of my day, but somehow because of the challenge I'm in, I see myself very distant from God and I don't like this feeling. Among the three I've written, this is the most important thing to me. Every time I go through something, God has always been the best solution and He has always been there to support me. I may not see Him, but I feel Him, and I recognize the "help" He's sending me. This time, because of my angst, resentment and anger, I've been seeing no light so far. This is bad, cause I normally care less knowing God has my back. Uhm, well, yeah. I know He has my back now, but I don't know why I feel like I hit rock bottom.
Okay, so why am I ranting again? As we all know, writing is a very good outlet of emotions. And yes, I want to remember this incident in the future. I want to read about it, and laugh about it. If you find this entry gibberish, then congratulations and thank you for wasting your time on it.

A Ticket to Wake Up

Wednesday, July 31, 2013


Bragging aside, I believe that I am a very generous person and I thank my beloved mother for setting a good example. Oftentimes I actually think I'm being too generous (especially to loved ones) that I get to be tagged as mayabang. That's fine with me, cause I know that I just really like to share. A friend sent me this email a few months ago. This is like a newsletter and originally from Bo Sanchez. 

I haven't tithed yet, but I do know where all my blessings came from. I'm planning to start now. Tips, well, I have been doing that my whole life.

Please take time to read this.


The Story Of A Generous Business Partner
One day, a very wealthy man was walking on the road. Along the way, he saw a beggar on the sidewalk.
       The rich man looks kindly on the beggar and asked, “How did you become a beggar?”
       The beggar said, “Sir, I’ve been applying for a job for a year now but haven’t found any. You look like a rich man. Sir, if you’ll give me a job, I’ll stop begging.”
       The rich man smiled and said, “I want to help you. But I won’t give you a job. I’ll do something better. I want you to be my business partner. Let’s start a business together.”
       The beggar blinked hard. He didn’t understand what the older man was saying. “What do you mean, Sir?”
       “I own a rice plantation. You could sell my rice in the market. I’ll provide you the sacks of rice. I’ll pay the rent for the market stall. I’ll even give you food allowance everyday for the next 30 days. All you’ll have to do is sell my rice. And at the end of the month, as Business Partners, we’ll share in the profits.”
       Tears of joy rolled down his cheeks. “Oh Sir,” he said, “you’re a gift from Heaven. You’re the answer to my prayers. Thank you, thank you, thank you!” He then paused and said, “Sir, how will we divide the profits? Do I keep 10% and you get the 90%? Do I keep 5% and you get the 95%? I’ll be happy with any arrangement.”
       The rich man shook his head and chuckled. “No, I want you to give me the 10%. And you keep the 90%.”
       For a moment, the beggar couldn’t speak. When he tried to speak, it was gibberish.   “Uh, gee, uh, wow, I mean, huh?” He couldn’t believe his ears. The deal was too preposterous.
The rich man laughed more loudly. He explained, “I don’t need the money, my friend. I’m already wealthy beyond what you can ever imagine. I want you to give me 10% of your profits so you grow in faithfulness and gratitude.”
The beggar knelt down before his benefactor and said, “Yes Sir, I will do as you say. Even now, I’m so grateful for what you’ve done for me!”
       And so that was what happened…
He Forgets Where The Blessings Came From
Each day, the beggar—now dressed a little bit better—operated a store selling rice in the market. He worked very hard. He woke up early in the morning and slept late at night. And sales were brisk, also because the rice was of good quality. And after 30 days, the profits were astounding.
       At the end of the month, as the ex-beggar was counting the money, and liking very much the feeling of money in his hands, an idea grew in his mind. He told himself, “Gee, why should I give 10% to my Business Partner? I didn’t see him the whole month! I was the one who was working day and night for this business. I did all this work! I deserve the 100% profits!”
       A few minutes later, the rich man was knocking on the door to collect his 10% of the profits. The ex-beggar opened the door and said, “You don’t deserve the 10%. I worked hard for this. I deserve all of it!” And he slammed the door.
       If you were his Business Partner, how would you feel?
       Friend, this is exactly what happens to us…
God Gave You Everything
       I’ve got an announcement to make: God is your Business Partner. And your Business Partner gave you everything. 
God gave you your life—every single moment, every single breath, every single second… God gave your talents—your ability to talk, to create, to earn money…   God gave you your body—your eyes, your ears, your mouth, your hands, your feet, your heart… God gave you your mind—your imagination, your emotions, your reasoning, your language…
       In the Old Testament, your Divine Business Partner only asks that you give 10% of your profits.
       But I’ve noticed that many don’t want to tithe. Because they feel they own everything they earn. 
Big mistake.
       Some Christians believe that they don’t need to tithe because it’s an Old Testament Law. They say that in the New Testament, God tells us to give as the Spirit of God leads us to give.
       I totally agree. But does that mean we should give less than the Old Testament? 
The story I gave you above is the Old Testament Version. 
Let me share with you my second version…
Do You Want Blessings To Flow?
       It’s easy to give once in a while.
       Even a selfish man can do that.
       But for happiness, life, blessings, and abundance to flow into your life, you need to give faithfully.
I visited Israel again last month.
And I visited the three bodies of water in Israel. All three are connected to each other. The first is the Sea of Galilee; the second is the Jordan river; and the third is the Dead Sea.
       Both the Sea of Galilee and the Jordan River are filled with fish. But the Dead Sea is called dead because there’s no living thing in it. No fish. No shrimp. No plants. Even some bacteria have a hard time living in it. Because it’s 8.6 times saltier than any ocean in the world.
       Why so?
Let me give you the difference between these three bodies of water. The Sea of Galilee gives water to the Jordan River. The Jordan River gives water to the Dead Sea. The Dead Sea gives water to… no one.
All that water that it receives gets trapped—and the only way the water escapes it is through evaporation, leaving all the chemicals and salt in the Dead Sea.
Here’s the lesson: If you don’t give, you die.


This time...

Wednesday, July 24, 2013


I've finally considered the no rice diet. Last Monday, I went through the whole day with literally no rice and ended up feeling dizzy around late afternoon. I talked to my mom and searched for some facts and came up with a new diet plan: rice during breakfast and cereal all day. It's been a while since I've been feeling bad about my weight and I finally did something about it. I've been working out recently too and just this week, I started this diet. I'm looking forward to a lot of weight loss by the end of August. When November comes, I'm expecting for my old body to be back.




New World

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

I was browsing through my photos and I saw this. This was a friend's 18th party; and I'm pretty sure you all know how crazy this night turned out to be.

I decided to blog about the different things I went through after graduating.

When I graduated, I had the easy life. I traveled with my best friend, I visited my dad's homeland, my family and I went to different tourist spots, etc. I didn't look for a job immediately because I really didn't need to. I kept on telling my mom (who was nagging me to open up another business) that I want to get a job first just so I'd be able to appreciate things more. You know, like what I always say on my blogs. 

Around this time last year, the HR personnel of our company texted me and asked if I wanted to go for an interview for Product Specialist. First thing I did was google the company and the position. Obviously, the interview went well and I started working a few weeks after. My first week was fine. I think the only thing that bothered me then was the early wake up time. I used to wake up around 10-11AM. When I started working, it had to be 5AM since I live far from Makati. Until all the different issues came.

  • Loss of time with boyfriend/friends -- this was a big deal to me cause as stated on my previous blogs, my boyfriend and I broke up. We were both culture-shocked with my new environment and he kind of needed to look for other things (lol)
  • Parties -- I was never really the type of person who go to parties every week. I see to it that I do at least twice a month but when I started working, I lost that chance. Since my body has already adjusted, I can go to parties once in a while again
  • Sleep -- Since I've been trying to joggle my time with my family, boyfriend, friends, social life, and work, I'm left with no sleep. Sometimes I just feel very high in the office because of lack of sleep. I try to sleep before midnight most of the time, but there are just so many things to do, so many people to talk to, and so many games to play (hihihi)
  • Money -- this is what I am proud of. Bragging aside, I don't really need the money I'm getting from my job. But since I get it twice in one month, I am, little by little, learning how to save up and appreciate money.
  • Appreciation -- Given that I grew up spoiled, I never really thought of the things my parents did for me. Maybe I did, it just so happened that I never understood what they were trying to say about getting the money they share with me. Now, I do. :)
Given all this, and if you add all my posts regarding my employment, I guess you could say I'm doing well. I want to be better than what I am now, and finally be able to open up the businesses I've been dreaming about. ☺

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